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Thursday, 22 August 2013

Missing the old memories

Warning: Long post ahead...Make sure you wont vomit while reading.Hahahaa

Somehow...Im missing my old memories, particularly my lifestyle as a student. Im missing all my friends, my coursemates, my classes.my labs, and everything. I've been through so many things during 3 years of my study as a Biotech student at UMS. If I try reminiscing all of that and write it down here, Im sooo sure it won't finish until tomorrow morning.. My first and 2nd year wasn't really exciting...Eh noo..Exciting juga baa...But since these 2 years I've been living together with my sista, well we studied at the same university, so my life doesn't really too challenging. Well, I got my sista as a shoulder to cry on..Hehehee.. Am not really cry la, I mean I got someone to ask for helps or complaining this and that.. And went shopping together with her (usually), but sometimes I went with my friends of course..Ohhhh how I MISS THAT A LOT!! a lot!!

Well that 2 years of my life was filled by classes and assignment. Well, biotech was really a tough subject and it is actually the toughest amongst all course at my school (SST). We rarely got the chances to do outdoor activities or any field trip since we must finish all the syllabus at the lecture hall. Lame.. Hahaha...People said, all biotech students are bookworms. Well most of us actually applying for medicine school, but end up as Biotech student. Most of us also is best student during high school, with good pointer and grades during matrix.. I must admit how I afraid the first time I met with all my coursemates. 'These are all selected peoples' this what I said to myself at the first moment. Ahaha.. But with my CGPA 3.77 during matrix, I couldn't care less to believe in myself...=)
So the first 2 years, its was all about classes, lab and assignments. And I became active on FB..lol..and get to know Le Beau..Hahah!

The 4th semester break, we got holiday for 4 months. Its a government policy to standardize the semester break for all IPTA in Malaysia. No option, we followed. Everyone complaining about getting bored this and that. But good news (or maybe bad) for Biotech students, we stayed to begin with our final year project. Hahaha...That heart attack we faced when heard that announcement. But still okay juga laa...At least we got something to do la rather than just stayed at home. But we actually managed to stay just for 2 and a half months.. Since fasting month is coming, so we manage to went back home. But that 2 and a half months I spent with my coursemates was really memorable, and I stayed the same room with my bestfriends (Mimie,Liling and Jane). I missed it that my tears will burst out everytime I reminiscing all that memories.Huhuhu

And here come the 3rd year without my sista, she graduated at November.. and I become alone. Luckily I stayed at IP the previous 2 years, So I got no probs staying alone. My besties Liling stayed there also..Heheh. I thought 3rd year student is sooo free since we're the senior batch. OMG, its turn to be the busiest moment of my life. The subjects became more and more tough. And the FYP thingy turned my life upside down. Hahhaha... Every day need to stay at lab..Lab lab and LAB! even during sunday, Me and Liling still need to go to the lab. Well, that's maybe our mistakes also since we progressed slowly..Hahhaa.. Me and Liling doing our FYP under the same supervisor, and we got the same samples.. And 11 samples with 3 different extraction methods, that need to test on 2 different proteins really kill us both.

Well, there's  6 of us under the same supervisor, and thank you to our lecturer for giving me the toughest title. Its not really so difficult, but the PP1 screening is so challenging. With the problematic yeast stock, and big problem happened when the mother stock broke. And I need to culture it and tested it again and again just to ensure the stock is normal. But I think its became mutan already..Hahahaha...Not my fault yaa, I also got my stock from masters student. They also became panic when the problematic freezer destroyed the mother broth stock.  I remembered how we ended up slept for a few nights at the lab.. That so called haunted lab.Hahah..But thank God, our another friend Siti and the masters student sometimes doing their works at the next lab. So many things happened during finishing this FYP thingy, and I wont forget all those memories. I love it so so much that I wish if Im able to turn back time, I want to feel that again. Huhuhu..I'll keep it safe in my memory...=)

Another best thing about my 3rd year..Even though I really am busy with FYP etc etc.. I still got times to shop and lepaking with my besties and manage my time to spend with Le Beau..=P.. I must admit that, I became more wild (in terms of shopping, buy things, lepaking). Hahahha... Well,its good to have these 3 bff that really understand me. And I realized how I've changed a lot..I've changed my hair style, wearing simple make up, my dressing style, shoes & bag concept, appearance, and my attitude (more talkative,yes..Hahaa).. I've changed almost all of myself.  Somehow I became mature enough. Maybe since my sista left uni, I became independent. I live on my own, and Im not depending on anyone, all of these thought me a lot about life.  When I met with my high school friends, they became shocked and couldn't believe me. But for me, that is how life going on. We cannot look back unless you take it as a lesson in your life, not as your future. Lets bygone be bygone...

So now I realize that, my life has changed a lot. And Im looking forward for a brighter future. I musn't say anything about my future plan..I know and believe Allah SWT have a real good plans for me. Put your trust in Allah..Thats what I told myself every second of my life...=)

Im merely motivated by this quote...Yep...Just keep looking forward! =)

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