It is the end

Again and again, my nite was so-called boring.Feels like a forever alone girl.Hmm...serve me right. I was no good.I never treat it well..I did everything I want,I always pushed it to do everything I want..I give command,this and that..And now, everything is gone and will never be the same anymore.. I shud enjoyed myself everytime I go back from work, but now I couldn't do that.Poor me... Hohoho...This is not an angry statement, trust me.. It juz a dissappoinment from inside my heart..Cehhhh!!! Hahaha

I was actually talking about my lappy...my lappy is kong already,dunno what hapen...maybe too old or too nazak to follow my order already. Yahhh...since im not a good user and owner, im not surprise this gonna be hapen. Plus, the poor lappy was with me for these past few years.Thats why I said,serve me rite. I wasn't afraid of that lappy, but what inside it. It kept all the memory I got during my study time, n of course many important data i kept in there. Urghhh.. I got so so many pictures in there, of course I dont want to format it all..or else, all that memories blueprint will gone in just a blink of eye!Ereiiii...If no choice...Eishh..I hate choices.

So now I really cannot watch my anime anymore..N my novels too.Duhhh..This is a real boring. Even worst, I cannot using a lappy to online. I can only use my hp..N even far worst, now Im trying updating my blog by juz using a smartphone.  Unbelievable.. really. I feels bad. Hohohh..Maybe I shud cinsidering to buy a new lappy, but im not sure what will the main purpose to buy new one. I have plan to spend some money to modify my car, but this problem gonna ruin my plan.Adeh....trus teringat lagu 'kalau aku kaya'...hahaha

P/S: i dunno what is the outcome updating blog using smartphone, I expect the margin is nda ngam..lari sini sana, n of course jadi cengkrang pongkreng.. anyway,  nighty nite...=)

Whether you do or you done!

*skip the intro*

So tonight I dont really have something or

 twothing interesting to share about. But these few days,

 I realize how my life kinda changed a lil bit (well...dats good enaf)..

Feeling that it start to be in the right track again.

 I musn't lie that sometimes Im feeling down, less motivated (or maybe too stress out),

feeling hopeless and konon2 nya feels like 'life is unfair'...

Cehhhh..So dramatic la konon. =P

Well, Im not the only person I dont have all the problem in this world,

 I should think bout people who are more unlucky than me. 

Sometimes I felt abandoned.

 But today, I really thankful that God answered my prayer.

 I was wrong, I was never abandoned by Him. =) 

Yesterday, I was happy when I received the mail.

 (Not so happy laa but better ada dari tiada kan?). 

And, what did I thought to happen was happened for a real today..hehehe. 

Jadi kiranya ble la sa ckp, happy to the max.Yipppii

So first thing first, I shud have prepare myself for the interview. 

OMG..Honestly, I never been interested in this career before this.

 If not, I shud have choose this career long time ago. 

I don't know what've crossed my mind 

when I applying the vacancy (be frank, I dont even remember I apply for one). 

This is the first time I go for DG41 interview. 

I dont have any experience on this kind of interview.

 Yesterday,I've been thinking hardly whether to accept or just ignore it

 since it wasn't something that catches my heart. 

But after a reconsideration, 

I think I should have just try this opportunity. 

Im not a coward,I should be confident and firm with myself.

 I want to be just like who I am during my study. 

Please please the old me please come back! 

This is not the real me..

Working in this company have changed me a lot..

And this is a real bad. Hohoho..

Im hopimg that my sister Lizzy will help me a lil bit about the preparation, 

she is a senior teacher, 

Im sure she got a lot and a lot of experiences. 

Yaaa...bgtu laitu, mesti mau minta tips banyak2 sama c sista..

hehehe..Jadi nanti time pre-teaching,

 tida la speechless sana kan depan judges..Hahahah.

So, tomorrow, I should take note about current issue.

 Arghhh..Im too lazy for that. Haizzzz... 

Never mind, just hang on for only 1 day.huhuhu...

It is whether you do or you done. 

So think twice la hoo..

Since Im going to KK this weekend, 

I couldn't care less for a shopping and holidaying thingy..

Wahhhh...The best part of this is jalan2..

I want to go to Poring for the 3rd time..Lol..

tidak pandai jemu pla kan..That only sampingan la..

I just want to go to the Canopy Walk & the Hot Spring too.Heheh..

And also to the Tea Garden. 

Manatau kena kasi teh free..Hahhaha.Sot. 

Anyway, hopes everything went well laa..

Waaa...The way I write this entry is a bit tunggang langgang..

I've used so many broken english.Haizzz..

This is what happen when I didn't spend a time to read 

all those novels to improve my language. 

Adeh..Suddenly I became so lazy to read my novels and books. 

My American english is gone, I only practicing the British one.

 So I blame it on me laa..

Laziness conquering myself. Adoii..

Anyway, I cannot wait for this coming weekend..

I just want to feel that moment...=)

P/S: I haven't apply for my unpaid leave..So how?Hahhaa

Regards,

Me

La Vie Est Belle...

I've changed my blog title..well does it matter? >.<
Suddenly I got some idea and I think this title suit me best..Because all I wanna do is to share about my happy life...La Vie Est Belle which is mean "Life is Beautiful"....Oh..I luv it!!!

So, this month is the most happiest month for me ever since I'd transferred to Semporna.  No stress, no hatred, only happiness and prosperity..yayyyyy!!! I can work in real calmness, in strategic ways, no rush, and I can joking around..mengumpat sini sana..Hahahha...And that was a real lame as well.

I must say that I am really happy when that person is not around.Haaa...you see how bad I am? But no one likes it when he is around..So never blame us. He is a jerk. Oppss...Naaa..I dont care if he or c polan read this entry. Siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedasnya...Well, I never mention any names here.. So, it depends.

After 2 weeks of happiness, 1 week of pretending week, here comes another happiness week. Hahaha..Oh time please please dont leave me as soonest..Please goes by slowly...o_0

And today, what I really dont want to, but it happened to me. Last week me and all my colleagues were engaged to HACCP training. Well thats what happen in food industry. I really pray hardly that I dont want to get involve in this company HACCP thingy. I dont like it..Plus, I dont want to have something to do with it (and I dont want to be her team member...erkkkk).

But today's meeting really broke my heart. The AVP wants me to be included  in that team..But what I dont understand was, it supposed to be just 1 person as a representative for each department. And we already got that representative from my department. And then, he decided that I should handle the issue of customer complaints and how to resolve it. I mean,why me?? Our customer is no doubt that they are professional. They are all from Japan, Taiwan,Singapore, Australia n Korea..How a young lady like me to goreng2 them in case of problem arise? I just thought of 1 thing, Let it be....Hahah

Im not an irresponsible person. I do take things seriously..But when I don't like it, I will not do it..as simple as that. =)

So enough with all this crap here...I juz wanna live my life to the fullest. This life is beautiful.....................!!

Love Poem

I wrote your name in the sky

But the wind blew it away..

I wrote your name in the band

But the wave washed it away..

I wrote your name in my heart

And forever it will stay...

Regards,

Me

Make Up Tips (Part 1)- Lipstick: A Basic That Every Girl Needs

Howdy everyone..Tonite I kinda like to write something about makeup tips..I heart it so much to talk about this thingy since Im a die hard fan of makeup tutorials. I watched tutorial a lot, I mean anytime I got the chance to. Somehow I learned all those thing just for fun,or maybe because I love it I wanna master it. But most of the make up tutorials that I watched somehow a lil' heavy,its beautiful and wow..But you must know how to match your make up style with your purpose. Its a different if you are wearing make up for proms, function, sight seeing, shopping etc etc..It would be a disaster if you're wearing a wrong make up style. It'll be kinda weird or unmatch..or maybe it will a bit fancy. So for this part 1, I wanna talk about lipstick which one of the important character for makeover!

There are so many different lipstick available in the market these days, it would be a shame not to wear them, and by not knowing how to wear them. There are different ways to wear different color lipstick. There are a few simple things required to have on hand to apply them properly. You will need the lipstick, a lip liner, a soft cloth and a love for make up!

Firstly, the simplest trick is to line your lips with a lip liner, a shade or 2 darker, than the lipstick you are intending to wear. This will helps to keep the lipstick from bleeding your skin in the process. You may also choose a lighter colour or a different shade all together,but make sure that they go together. For example red color would do well with a maroon or a dark pink.

The next is to apply the lipstick evenly over the whole lips and blot it with a soft cloth. Simply put the soft cloth in between your lips and softly press one or two times or until you get the shade that you want. If required, you may also put on a layer of lip balm about 15-20 minutes before and let it soak in (if you have a dry lips), to soften them and to ensure that the lipstick will not sink into the dry cracks of the lips. This will also make the sry cracks stand out.

You'll be amaze by the result if you are applying the lipstick in a correct ways. As for me, the key for a sexy way to wear a lipstick is lie on how you draw the line and shade on you lips. And what kind of lipstick you are wearing. I like it more to wear a glossy lipstick, but not too oily. I dont really love to wear lipstick with fruitty ingredients, strawberry,orange etc etc..I kinda dislike it all. And talking about this, last few days I saw this 1 lipstick that catches me eyes. Im just trying it out the sample tester,but I found it suits me well. The colour is soft, really pinkish...soft pinky colour. And a glossy too. The code is C21..Oh..I should have buy it that day. Nevermind, will buy it next time I go there to the shop. But what should I do to the other lipsticksssssssssss that I already have?? Hmmmm...........>.<

2nd week Of Happiness........

Owhhh..Time flies really fast.

 It makes me happy but it also makes me scared. 

Happy cuz it'll be end of the year..YES...Im waiting for it. 

I cannot resist the temptation for it.. 

What other things that can make women become extremely excited 

and about to scream other than year end sale..YES!!!!!! 

If you're one of those shopaholic out there, you'll get what exactly I mean. 

But on the other hand, It scared me a bit..

Nope. A lot....

Im scared  about future, although I've been working for more than 1 year,

but I haven't got my dream job! 

Yep..I admit its not easy to find the job especially here in Sabah.

 I once thought to give it up. But I think its too early to not trying. 

What I need is a patience and a passion to keep trying.

 And always be positive. But the most important things is, keep praying harder and harder.

 If Allah will, He'll granted us with all that goodnesses. 

I believe.

Okay move on. I mean,why so serious??LOL....

Originally I want to talk about other thing which is 

why I put the title like that. 

After 3 days of holidays,Im gonna start to go work on tomorrow.

 This time I never felt the stress,or pressure,or worry. 

Nothing at all.

Im feeling happy to go to works, cuz I can do my works easily...

without the presence of my boss since last week.

 And this week he'll also not around..

So thats why I called it second week of happiness. Hahahhahaha..

Screw me!Well...Im not really dislike him..*flip my eyes*.

 Oh  plizzz amie,be honest!!!..Okay..I really hates him to the max! 

Honestly, I cannot stand to face that kind of jerk. 

Oh..you juz called him a jerk juz now. I am?? But who cares?? 

There's nothing wrong with me. I didn't have any conflict with that person, 

but everyone in my working place will be agree with me..

Well,we're gang anyway. Hahhaa..I can write whatever I want, as if he'll never read this blog anyway baa..LOL.

But next week??Urgghhh...that bad feeling will come back to me. 

But it doesn't really bothered me, not at all..

But for me... If I start to hate someone, everything they do is irritating me. 

I cannot resist but to admit that I've hold this principle since a veryyy long time ago.

 Since Im that kind of person who will never forget what peoples make me feel,

 (but I didn't hold any grunges to people la), 

it'll be very bad when I start hating someone. 

I will forgive but never forgets. So beware of me!

Again....why so serious?? >.<

Anyways, this few days left before next week is coming,

I'll just appreciate every moment that I have..

Never stress, Be happy and shoo shoo that worry. Yayyyy...

Sometimes the busyness makes me a bit lazy.. 

I easily get tired, too lazy to put on my body lotion,facial serum,hair serum..

Sometimes I felt like a zombie already. 

That tiredness is a real strong to make me neglected all those things...

Although Im not doing any physical activities during works,

but its my brain that makes my tired....=).

 But guess what, because of that..my face really turned into zombies'. 

I've got my lesson. Now,I start to put on all those things again. 

No matter how tired I am, I will do it. I mean, I never want to be ugly. 

That will distract me a lot. So I will juz endure that tiredness. 

Well every girls in this world  will never want it. True????

If you said no.....I'll say CEHHHH!!!!

 Although make up will cover it for you..just a little. It won't 100% works. 

Now questioning, why I mixed this all up? 

Im saying about a lots of very different kind of things.

 If you saw the flow of my writing, its not related to each other. 

Adoiiiii...Lame. 

But I love to tell about different kind of things under the same roof. 

I means, I've got a lots to tell, and I dunno how to make it short. 

 And I love write a very2 long entry, I couldn't hep it.. Hahahahaha...Funny me. 

So thats it...Next time will write another long entry...=P

Good Night Fellas..........

Of Me......

First of all, I really dunno how to give a title for this entry..Well generally, I'll talk more about me this time like blah blah blah..So I thought the title is suitable 101%. Ohh..I hope its not too late to say halo Nov..although its already the 3rd. Whatever..I'll say halo if I want to.Who cares then? LOL

After all these few hectic days..Oh well its really hectic!! I've been thru a lot..Yep!! I think that I can novel it all and can start to sell it over the world...Perhaps no one will buy it..Hahah. See, this craziness started to haunted me. Generally I will be a bit bengong2 during the end of the month. Its work thingy. The busyness will automatically interrupt me..Cehhhh!! I rarely get happy at the end of the month. Heyyyy..Its payday time,are you crazy not to be happy? I guess Im not. Hahah..Its juz too many to settle, and people there will said to me..."Nahh..nda lama ko jadi deputy general manager".LOL.. It'll never happen. They juz tease me around, because of the seriousness of my face. Well,its my norm. I always got this serious face when im doing my work..Im concentrating. But thats it..enough about work. Nothing interesting though.

Yahhh...Well,these few days also,I think that I have a bad day.But I never will called it a unfortunate day. Last few days, I almost involve in an accident while heading back home from works. Its 8.30 PM and its very dark surrounding. Well, I have to pass this palm oil estate in order to get back home. People said, dont lose your focus while driving, I knew it!! But sadly, I voided it. I'm speeding as at more than 90 km/h and I saw this animal at the edge of the road...And thats when I started to lose my focus!! At that speed, and when I saw in front of me...Im juz realize that Im now at the edge of the road. Panic attacking me,and Im start to go back to the road. But moving the steering wheel too much is not a good idea. 

I started to experience this zig zag movement, and that moment I realize..How its feel when you are involve in an accident. The only that you can remember is GOD. And you will experience this feeling of "let it be" aka pasrah. But Im lucky enough to remember to press the brake paddle. Im really thank GOD that I safe from the accident. Only GOD knows how my heart beats a thousand times faster than usual. And I cannot stand that my tears came out. Honestly,its scared me. And that night, I juz kept silent and managed to take my rest early.

But honestly, that experience do keep me getting stronger. I realize the next day, I became more careful and I improved my driving ways. Im happy for that. So enough with that. Another story tale to tells, this lately I also experienced this emotional instability. I easily get offence, emotional, angry and etc etc..Something wrong a bout me. And obviously, I  pissed off easily. Once people makes me angry, I will get angry million times more. I will talk this and that like a crazy women..But hey..Who else can react like a crazy maniac other than a pissed off women???Women is a unique, complicated, hard to deal with..So, patience is highly needed to deal with me. Im sorry that I maybe hurt someone, but at that moment..Im emotionally unstable.. But believe me, I never meant it.

After having these all dramatic thingy happened to me, starting tomorrow, I will have 3 days of happy holidays. For a moment, I want to forget everything that I've been thru..I wish to have a good shopping and resting a lot at home.Nope!! Im such a liar..hahahha..actually, I will go for my last driving class and take a test. Im not confident about it..Oh well, driving a manual car is so so so much different from the automatic car. And driving an automatic car everyday is never gonna helps me improve, unless for the steering wheel control. But thankful that my boyfriend helps me sometimes to learn to drive a manual ones. Hopes that I'll not forget everything that I've already learned from him. Juz have that faith. Be confident while driving. And be classy perhaps. LOL.............

OKOK...enough enough!! I wrote a lot tonight..and its all about me. Well its my blog anyway. Hehe... Its late now, go take some rest first. GUD NITE!!

In A Relationship

Ciaossu..hayday bloggers..Seems like its been a long time

 since the last time I wrote an entry here (and who cares..rite). 

Well lately, Mr. laziness is attacking me, 

together with this flu and fever and bla bla bla that gang up on me now. 

Gezzzz..But nothing I can do.. So, these week I've been so lazy..

2 days holiday for Hari Raya celebration, and its not enough. Yesterday I'm took an MC (but its yayyy for me..hahahh) cuz I'm feeling unwell. So, I juz stayed home and I was like browsing the internet for nothing, open my mail, watching TV (not really)..and cooking (a little). Juz now I've read this one article about being in relationship. Well, I'm not so new into this kind of thingy..

 In fact,I think that I have so many experience about this. 

But to give a philosophy about love,hahahh..who am I to talk about those thing. 

What I want to say is juz my opinion about what the article try to deliver to its readers....

Soo.. when you get into a relationship, one of the primary aspects of it 

is to understand the person you are having a relationship with.

 Often people make the  mistakes of putting across their point and not listen

 to what the other person has got to say. 

Nowadays, people have a mindset, what's there for me, what ways do  I benefit and so on.

 There are very very few exceptions where people are in a relationship

 and they do think beyond their own interests. 

So what is needed to build up successful relationship? 

If we look beyond the smiles and happiness of being in successful relationship, 

we might be surprised to wonder the toughness of the sacrifices 

and compromises the person must have done. 

So, lets analyze why we do sacrifice or why do we compromise. 

If you think well through, you will realize that there isn't any relationship

 where people haven't sacrificed. It's a way of life dude...face it.

 We need to work for a relationship, not just let it work for you. 

Success is lies in the fact that how well we make our relationship works for us. 

Trust is the main pillar for a relationship.

 Sacrifice and compromise makes up the walls for the same. 

So we need to strengthen the trust we have in a relationship.

 Its true that we need to sacrifice our ego and be modest. We thus need to live in a limitations in a relationship we are sharing.

 However, we should never loose our self respect at any cost.

Well as for me, honesty is above all when we talk about being in a relationship.

 How we can put our trust to our partner when honesty wasn't there..am I right?

 And honesty build up the trust..

 Often we hear the older said "trust is like a glass, once it is broken, it will never be the same anymore". Well..deep meaning. I do believe that sacrifice and compromise is important in a relationship..and patient too. 

I once read an article about a girl who's fought with her bf about an issue.

I don't know la about what. But I guess,it was because a false decision 

she has made without telling her bf. 

Well, girls out there..No matter how independent you are,

 no matter how tough or capable you think you are..

Please and please, never make any decisions without involving your partner. 

I mean, whenever you think the decision you made will involve your relationship, why not you discuss it together with your partner.

 How to build a successful relationship when you never try to?

 You don't have to be selfish and never try to understand your partner..

That is so wrong. 

Bur surely, different people has their own opinion about this issue..well I'm just saying...

P/S: Do what you think is right, for you will be criticize for it anyway..Hahahah....=)

Rambling about the Hectic Dayssss..

Oh my..Its been a hectic days lately..I rarely got times to stay online..(Except to check my emails)..I didn't got time to update my blog,look at this..Its abandoned!! Yeahh..Many interesting things happen to me lately,but I found that that wasn't something that needs to reveal here in blogs...well not everythings and everythings need to share to the whole world (sorry for being sarcastic here..But lemme tell ya..I love sarcasm..Hahahha)..You no need to write every single things about your life, your love affairs, your future expectation to the world. Honestly I feel annoyed reading an entry about love fight,I mean, izit necessary to tell that you are now fighting with your bf/gf bcuz of bla bla bla...And saying you know that that was your fault at the first place...Oh my my...

Especially about works,that was soooo sooo not cool at all..I hate that part!!! It doesn't mean that Im a lazy, nope..But I kind of people who doesn't love to talk about works during my resting time. Cuz I want to appreciate my time,why bother to think about works..Hahhaah..I wont complaining about this and that..Its your job,you don't like it?Find another one...That was what I kept telling myself..up until now..and honestly it keeps me on fire..(If you know what I mean...^__^)

Owkay..why am I nagging at this time???..Hahahhaha...Funny me..I gave a bad intro into my entry.This tiredness is killing me..Now I don't have much time to read my novels anymore..Huhuh..And driving back from works really tiring. But luckily Im driving my own car instead of taking any bus (LOL..). so that is a good part laa..Oh yaa..talking about car,I cannot wait to see the emblem that I've ordered from someone at Peninsular..Yayyy..Its a genuine Proton's part,and i want it so badly..Hahahah!!

So enough for now,its late already...I need to sleep early and wake up in the morning with a happy fresh face.LOL...I will not let anything else that can turn me into misery interrupt my life.Ehh...apa ba sa cakap ni??Hahhah...Ciao Ciao...Nighty nite!!

Royals

I've never seen a diamond in the flesh

I cut my teeth on wedding rings in the movies

And I'm not proud of my address

In a torn-up town, no post code envy

But every song's like gold teeth, grey goose, trippin' in the bathroom

Blood strains, ball gowns, trashin' the hotel room,

We don' care, we're driving Cadillacs in our dreams,

But everybody's like Crystal, Maybach, diamonds on your time piece.

Jet planes. islands, tigers on a gold leash.

We don' care, we aren't caught in your love affair.

And we'll never be royals (royals)

It don't run in our blood,

That kind of luxe just ain't for us

We crave a different kind of buzz

Let me be your ruler (ruler)

You can call me queen Bee

And baby I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule

Let me live that fantasy.

My friends and I - we've cracked the code

We count our dollars on the train to the party

And everyone who knows us knows that we're fine with this,

We didn't come for money.

But every song's like gold teeth, grey goose, trippin' in the bathroom

Blood strains, ball gowns, trashin' the hotel room,

We don' care, we're driving Cadillacs in our dreams,

But everybody's like Crystal, Maybach, diamonds on your time piece.

Jet planes. islands, tigers on a gold leash.

We don' care, we aren't caught in your love affair.

And we'll never be royals (royals)

It don't run in our blood,

That kind of luxe just ain't for us

We crave a different kind of buzz

Let me be your ruler (ruler)

You can call me queen Bee

And baby I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule

Let me live that fantasy. 

Ooh ooh oh

We're bigger than we ever dreamed,

And I'm in love with being queen.

Ooh ooh oh

Life is great without a care

We aren't caught up in your love affair.

And we'll never be royals (royals)

It don't run in our blood,

That kind of luxe just ain't for us

We crave a different kind of buzz

Let me be your ruler (ruler)

You can call me queen Bee

And baby I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule

Let me live that fantasy. 

Yeahhh love this song..Cant help myself listening to this song repeatedly..LOL..The first time I heard the song (well yeahh honestly I said,Who's this singer? That was so unpopular..Hahha..screw me to ask such question)... The music is nice and peaceful..But I got this uneasy feeling about how its video looks like..And I look at its video on Vevo..Awwww..That was 1 of awful video I've ever seen..Hahahh..Honestly I don't get the video,the message its try to deliver..Nothing to do with the lyrics (or its me that so lame to understand...hmm..). Nevemind, I still enjoy the music..... =)

Such a nice holiday~~

This will be juz a short entry.. Am too tired to update ma blog, but am trying (too busy at work).. So last weekend was such a nice holiday.. It juz a short trip but it satisfy me enough. Heheheh..Me with my sista n her husband,n also my boyfie went to Mabul Island for snorkelling.. Actually,we've been planned to go for holiday since last month, but because of this 1 rumor about the Sulu people, so the plan was cancelled postponed. But luckily we finally manage to go there last weekend. Yaaayyyy... Am happy enough, even though I never go for swimming before this, honestly im ph  obia to a deep ocean (due to this 1 incident, no time to explain...Hahahh). But I manage to learn to swim (well with the help of my boyfie of course...Hohoh).. Its lame,i know..But not all people love about swimming, diving, ocean and all those stuff..Different people got different taste...XD.. Im not really into these stuffs,I prefer travelling and shopping. I love adventure and I love to try something new. Im not like swimming(honestly from the bottom of my heart), but am trying to learn,cuz my boyfie love it so much. But thats it, Im not hoping to master it..Lol!!!

So enough crapping, I wanna have some good night sleep now..Im leaving ya with some pictures..enjoy...=)

No time for crapping~~

Hye ho there...
Its been September, how fast the time flies without me realizing it..
Ok skip the intro, I don't feel like I wanna make one..
So juz you know, its been a hard time for me in this few days..
I started to get boring with my current work, and lost my motivation.
I don't have much time to read my novels anymore, Im start to leave my anime..
Cuz all that I want is a good night sleep...yeahh..
Im start to sleep early,which is not so very cool. I admit it that Im tired.
 My works isn't really so difficult, but I think that,
I got some mental stress (Hahahaa..)..
I dont have any problems with my colleagues,they're all good to me.
To be frank, I dont like this one person (he's very arrogant, not understanding,liar and I swear I cannot stand to see his face)..
See, how much I hate dislike him till I gave a bad description about him.
 Hmmm...I dunno what gonna happen in the future,
 but I really hoping that I got another job..
Im start (noooo, since few months ago) to get boring with this all,
it wouldn't be a pain to find another job!..
Enough with all this crap, Im screwed enough!

So, now..at this moment when Im writing this post, Im not in a good mood.
This Celcom line is really mess me up.
The signal is toooo poor and I hate it so much that I feel like I want to throw my phone away to the longkang..Haizzzz...
me sending a text message and it always pending or late to delivered.
Sometimes, I lost my temper!! Its soooo menyakitkan hati!
Adehh...Cepat la sa ni tua kalau slalu marah2...Hohoh
It is this celcom's fault..ceisss!!

So thats it,I wanna have some sleeping beauty tonight
Im looking forward for this weekend activity...Yezzzaaaa   =)

Gud night~~~

Last Day...

This is the last day am working at Tawau branch.. Finished packing all my stuffs... Time to get lost.. Wakakakaa....Messy all around... More challenges at the new place.. Peace!!

Ciao Ciao.. =P

A lil bit about the Author... =)

Hello readers ... Its me again.. I noticed that I haven't got the chance to introduce myself properly. Im writing randomly.. Im a free blogger.. Nothing much to say.. Im a young girl from Malaysia, (particularly Sabahan). I talk almost about random things... Im criticize (a bit), I love sarcasm (a bit), talk about inspiration (a lot), recipe (a lil bit), fashion and styles (my passion  XD ), student's life (used to but no anymore, only the memory), family (I love to), works (Im suppose not talk about it, its boring to death). I love adventure, travelling ( a much) (I know u didn't ask..lol)..I love eating (not really, worry too much about weight..=P ), make up (I heart them) Hahahaa..


That's all...So, this is me (the Asian girl) in terms of picture.. =)

 

Good day......^___^

9 Beautiful Messages...

As usual.. Everyday Im starting my day with reading inspiration or motivation quotes that help brighten my day.. Although Im a bit sick since last night but Im manage to stay positive, so Im decided to start my day with positive things... So as for today, I've read this one post from one of my fav blog, entitled 9 beautiful messages.. Ilighten up by the messages and I want to share it with you..


9 Beautiful Messages...

1. Stay away from ANGER.. It hurts...only you!

2. If you are RIGHT then there is no need to get angry, and if you are wrong then you don't have any right to be ANGRY.

3. PATIENCE with family is love, patience with others is respect, patience with self is confidence and patience with GOD is faith.

4. Never think hard about the PAST, it brings tears... Don't think more about the FUTURE, it brings fears... Live this moment with a smile, it brings cheers...

5. Every TEST in our life makes us bitter or better, every problem comes to make us or break us. The choice is ours whether we become victims or VICTORIOUS...

6. BEAUTIFUL things are not always good but GOOD things are always beautiful..

7. Do you know why GOD created gaps between fingers?
    So that someone who is SPECIAL to you comes and fill those gaps by holding your hand forever..

8. HAPPINESS keeps you SWEET so try and be as happy from within as possible..

9. God has send us all in PAIRS... Someone.. Somewhere is made for you...So wait for the right TIME and right MOMENT...


Motivate YOURSELF...... ^____^ Y

 Source: Awesome Quotes

Bad Day

Where is the moment we needed the most?

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

They tell me your blue skies fade to grey

They tell me your passion’s gone away

And I don’t need no carryin’ on

 

You stand in the line just to hit a new low

You’re faking a smile with the coffee to go

They tell me your life’s been way off line

You’re falling to pieces every time

And I don’t need no carryin’ on

 

Cause you had a bad day, you’re taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don’t know, you tell me don’t lie

You work on a smile and you go for a ride

 

You had a bad day, the camera don’t lie

You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind

You had a bad day

You had a bad day

 

Well you need a blue sky holiday

The point is they laugh at what you say

And I don’t need no carryin’ on

 

You had a bad day, you’re taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don’t know, you tell me don’t lie

You work on a smile and you go for a ride

 

You had a bad day, the camera don’t lie

You’re coming abck down and you really don’t mind

You had a bad day

Mmm on a holiday

 

Sometimes the system goes on the blink

And the whole thing it turns out wrong

You might not make it back and you know

That you could be well oh that strong

And I’m not wrong

 

So where was the passion when you need it the most?

Oh you and I

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day, you’re taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don’t know, you tell me don’t lie

You work on a smile and you go for a ride

 

You had a bad day, you see what you’re like

And how does it feel a one more time

You had a bad day

You had a bad day

 

Had a bad day

Had a bad day

Had a bad day

 

 

By: Daniel Powter

Source: MetroLyrics

 

 

Well am not having a bad day.. But today I saw many of my friends posted about having a bad day on FB... Felass... Take it easy ya.. why bother starting your day with a bad mood.. Why not cherish every moment? Look.. It might be a bad day, but there's must a good thing happen on that day.. Keep Calm and Carry on...=) =) =)

 

 

Just saying........XD

 

 

7 Lovely Logics

Howdy readers...

Today I woke up and go to work happily.. This gonna be my 2nd last day here in Tawau..
In spite of my affraidness (lol) about getting to new place, I decided to enjoy the rest of my days here. So today I go to work with a happy mood is on,hahahh..And people here start teasing me about 'moving to new place' thingy.. And some of them (this early hour of working) said "help me check this first before you moving out" ..hahah.. And someone else said, "help me pass this to your driver ya.."  Pandai oo dorang ni kan..=P

So today..Im feeling great. I suppose I should take everything positively.. Starting in a new place isn't really bad..(although I knew someone there envy me..Dunno the reason.. But let her be. Im not care at all). Therefore, Im motivating myself to success by applying this 7 Lovely Logics...Cekidaut!!


7 Lovely Logics

1. Make PEACE  with your PAST. So it doesn't spoil your present.
2. What others THINK of you is NONE of your business.
3. TIME heals almost everything, give the time, some time.
4. No one is the reason of your HAPPINESS... Except YOU yourself.
5. Don't compare your LIFE with others, you have no idea what their JOURNEY is all about.
6. Stop thinking TOO MUCH, it's all right not to know all the ANSWERS.
7. SMILE, you don't own all the problems in the world.


Im really inspired by all these quotes after I read them. Especially the logic no.7.. Yepp..True right? You don't own all the problems in this world... If you think you got them, remember...There are someone else outside there that have bigger problem than you..

Keep smiling beautiful peoples...=) =) =)



Source: Awesome Quotes

Missing the old memories

Warning: Long post ahead...Make sure you wont vomit while reading.Hahahaa

Somehow...Im missing my old memories, particularly my lifestyle as a student. Im missing all my friends, my coursemates, my classes.my labs, and everything. I've been through so many things during 3 years of my study as a Biotech student at UMS. If I try reminiscing all of that and write it down here, Im sooo sure it won't finish until tomorrow morning.. My first and 2nd year wasn't really exciting...Eh noo..Exciting juga baa...But since these 2 years I've been living together with my sista, well we studied at the same university, so my life doesn't really too challenging. Well, I got my sista as a shoulder to cry on..Hehehee.. Am not really cry la, I mean I got someone to ask for helps or complaining this and that.. And went shopping together with her (usually), but sometimes I went with my friends of course..Ohhhh how I MISS THAT A LOT!! a lot!!

Well that 2 years of my life was filled by classes and assignment. Well, biotech was really a tough subject and it is actually the toughest amongst all course at my school (SST). We rarely got the chances to do outdoor activities or any field trip since we must finish all the syllabus at the lecture hall. Lame.. Hahaha...People said, all biotech students are bookworms. Well most of us actually applying for medicine school, but end up as Biotech student. Most of us also is best student during high school, with good pointer and grades during matrix.. I must admit how I afraid the first time I met with all my coursemates. 'These are all selected peoples' this what I said to myself at the first moment. Ahaha.. But with my CGPA 3.77 during matrix, I couldn't care less to believe in myself...=)
So the first 2 years, its was all about classes, lab and assignments. And I became active on FB..lol..and get to know Le Beau..Hahah!

The 4th semester break, we got holiday for 4 months. Its a government policy to standardize the semester break for all IPTA in Malaysia. No option, we followed. Everyone complaining about getting bored this and that. But good news (or maybe bad) for Biotech students, we stayed to begin with our final year project. Hahaha...That heart attack we faced when heard that announcement. But still okay juga laa...At least we got something to do la rather than just stayed at home. But we actually managed to stay just for 2 and a half months.. Since fasting month is coming, so we manage to went back home. But that 2 and a half months I spent with my coursemates was really memorable, and I stayed the same room with my bestfriends (Mimie,Liling and Jane). I missed it that my tears will burst out everytime I reminiscing all that memories.Huhuhu

And here come the 3rd year without my sista, she graduated at November.. and I become alone. Luckily I stayed at IP the previous 2 years, So I got no probs staying alone. My besties Liling stayed there also..Heheh. I thought 3rd year student is sooo free since we're the senior batch. OMG, its turn to be the busiest moment of my life. The subjects became more and more tough. And the FYP thingy turned my life upside down. Hahhaha... Every day need to stay at lab..Lab lab and LAB! even during sunday, Me and Liling still need to go to the lab. Well, that's maybe our mistakes also since we progressed slowly..Hahhaa.. Me and Liling doing our FYP under the same supervisor, and we got the same samples.. And 11 samples with 3 different extraction methods, that need to test on 2 different proteins really kill us both.

Well, there's  6 of us under the same supervisor, and thank you to our lecturer for giving me the toughest title. Its not really so difficult, but the PP1 screening is so challenging. With the problematic yeast stock, and big problem happened when the mother stock broke. And I need to culture it and tested it again and again just to ensure the stock is normal. But I think its became mutan already..Hahahaha...Not my fault yaa, I also got my stock from masters student. They also became panic when the problematic freezer destroyed the mother broth stock.  I remembered how we ended up slept for a few nights at the lab.. That so called haunted lab.Hahah..But thank God, our another friend Siti and the masters student sometimes doing their works at the next lab. So many things happened during finishing this FYP thingy, and I wont forget all those memories. I love it so so much that I wish if Im able to turn back time, I want to feel that again. Huhuhu..I'll keep it safe in my memory...=)

Another best thing about my 3rd year..Even though I really am busy with FYP etc etc.. I still got times to shop and lepaking with my besties and manage my time to spend with Le Beau..=P.. I must admit that, I became more wild (in terms of shopping, buy things, lepaking). Hahahha... Well,its good to have these 3 bff that really understand me. And I realized how I've changed a lot..I've changed my hair style, wearing simple make up, my dressing style, shoes & bag concept, appearance, and my attitude (more talkative,yes..Hahaa).. I've changed almost all of myself.  Somehow I became mature enough. Maybe since my sista left uni, I became independent. I live on my own, and Im not depending on anyone, all of these thought me a lot about life.  When I met with my high school friends, they became shocked and couldn't believe me. But for me, that is how life going on. We cannot look back unless you take it as a lesson in your life, not as your future. Lets bygone be bygone...

So now I realize that, my life has changed a lot. And Im looking forward for a brighter future. I musn't say anything about my future plan..I know and believe Allah SWT have a real good plans for me. Put your trust in Allah..Thats what I told myself every second of my life...=)

Im merely motivated by this quote...Yep...Just keep looking forward! =)

Dilemma

My life now is in a complete mess. Not that Im having a bad luck. But my boss suddenly said to me yesterday..Im gonna move to the new branch this Thursday(means tomorrow). Whoaa..Im not expect this to be so soon. Last week he'd mentioned it once.. But I didn't take it seriously since I've heard about it for a few times but nothings happen. But this time, its confirm.. Luckily I nego him to move on next week.

Im in a great dilemma. Maybe because Im a bit worry. Or maybe because Im getting used to the peoples here that Im afraid about the peoples at the new branch. Hmmm...Sigh. But good news that I have my coursemate working over there, and my sista working at the same district. But poor Im gonna left my bestfriend working alone here in Tawau. Feel sorry for her..

So this week gonna be my last week in here Tawau..Huhuhuu

P/S: Maybe I should start packing my things now...

Over the crazinessss

Yesterday and today...and maybe tomorrow.. I'll juz crapping here. These few days back, I didn't have any woks to do..Part of me said Yeahhh...Part of me said Hehehhehe...Hahah...Means Im happy a lot. Seee...Lame me. Lazyyy to work.. Please don't hire this girl to work for you..Lallalala..I became like this since the person in charge to give me the daily report didn't send any reports to me. So..thats not really my problem ya..Im not lazy, Im juz got no works to do. And thanks for the free wifi and so I can online all the time...=P

And because of this free-ness, Im over the crazinesss.. Im starting my old habit again.. Here we go again, here the bookworms in the house. Now that Im so free in the office, and I got so many free time to download free novels from the net...Its FREE!! hahaha...I dunno how many novels I've been downloaded, but that makes me happy..Love Like This, Five Stories, Out of the Ashes, Dating a Cougar, Under a Violet Sky...Juz a name of few. And currently Im reading An Inconvenient Marriage by Ruth Ann Nordin. The story is good, but for me this novel is less interesting compared to the previous Ruth's novel that I've read.. You may check the review I made here,If Im not mistaken
http://ladylina306.blogspot.com/2013/08/falling-in-love-with-her-husband.html

But so far, I enjoyed myself reading those novels. At least Im improving myself as well.. And I got something to do while at home. Peace...

On the other side...

Now..okay I mean since last week, I've cut my hair. Not the whole laa...Juz the front one. Well, its boring to have the same style for quite some times. So, I told my sista to cut it, and gimme a fringe. it work! But again, its hardly for me to maintain the fringe. Maybe because Im too lazy, that I ended up swept it to the side. So it back to the original side, but with much shorter in length. Hmmm...And now, something got into me. I decided to cut my hair again this month end. Huhuhu... I need a new look and new hairstyles, so I will juz cut it laa..

I never wanna looked bold and boring. And it almost 1 and a half year Im with this curly and wavy hair style..Im missing my old straight hair..Uhuhuh..You get that? I'll just cut this curly hair and let it straight style for a few month..I need refreshment. Maybe people outside there getting bored seeing me in this wavy hair. Am I right? No  you don't..Hahaha. So,its final and I'll cut it this month end.
Le biu also agreed to my plan..Lalalalaa..

So bye for now..Ciao2

Radioactive

Whoa, oh, oh
Whoa, oh, oh
Whoa, oh, oh
Whoa
Im waking up to ash and dust
I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust
Im breathing in the chemicals
(inhale) (exhale)

Im breaking in, shapping up, then checking out of the prison bus
this is it, the apocalypse
Whoa

Im waking up, I feel it in my bones
Enough to make my systems blow
Welcome to the new age, to the new age
Welcome to the new age, to the new age
Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, Im radioactive, radioactive
Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, Im radioactive, radioactive

I raise my flags, don my clothes
It's a revolution, I suppose
We're painted red to fit right in
Whoa

Im breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus
this is it, the apocalypse
Whoa

Im waking up, I feel it in my bones
Enough to make my systems blow
Welcome to the new age, to the new age
Welcome to the new age, to the new age
Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, Im radioactive, radioactive
Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, Im radioactive, radioactive

All systems go, the sun hasn't died
Deep in my bones, straight from inside

Im waking up, I feel it in my bones
Enough to make my systems blow
Welcome to the new age, to the new age
Welcome to the new age, to the new age
Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, Im radioactive, radioactive
Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, Im radioactive, radioactive



Imagine Dragons - Radioactive / MetroLyrics

Wishhhhhhh

Im going back to my hometown this 4 o'clock..Happiness fill my heart at this moment.Heheheh

With that, Im wishing all SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI..May this joyful day brings happiness and bless to all muslims around the world.

Eventhough we came from different countries, races, languages etc etc...but we shared the same holy religion. May Allah SWT always be with us.

To Allah SWT be the glory....=)