Whether you do or you done!

*skip the intro*

So tonight I dont really have something or

 twothing interesting to share about. But these few days,

 I realize how my life kinda changed a lil bit (well...dats good enaf)..

Feeling that it start to be in the right track again.

 I musn't lie that sometimes Im feeling down, less motivated (or maybe too stress out),

feeling hopeless and konon2 nya feels like 'life is unfair'...

Cehhhh..So dramatic la konon. =P

Well, Im not the only person I dont have all the problem in this world,

 I should think bout people who are more unlucky than me. 

Sometimes I felt abandoned.

 But today, I really thankful that God answered my prayer.

 I was wrong, I was never abandoned by Him. =) 

Yesterday, I was happy when I received the mail.

 (Not so happy laa but better ada dari tiada kan?). 

And, what did I thought to happen was happened for a real today..hehehe. 

Jadi kiranya ble la sa ckp, happy to the max.Yipppii

So first thing first, I shud have prepare myself for the interview. 

OMG..Honestly, I never been interested in this career before this.

 If not, I shud have choose this career long time ago. 

I don't know what've crossed my mind 

when I applying the vacancy (be frank, I dont even remember I apply for one). 

This is the first time I go for DG41 interview. 

I dont have any experience on this kind of interview.

 Yesterday,I've been thinking hardly whether to accept or just ignore it

 since it wasn't something that catches my heart. 

But after a reconsideration, 

I think I should have just try this opportunity. 

Im not a coward,I should be confident and firm with myself.

 I want to be just like who I am during my study. 

Please please the old me please come back! 

This is not the real me..

Working in this company have changed me a lot..

And this is a real bad. Hohoho..

Im hopimg that my sister Lizzy will help me a lil bit about the preparation, 

she is a senior teacher, 

Im sure she got a lot and a lot of experiences. 

Yaaa...bgtu laitu, mesti mau minta tips banyak2 sama c sista..

hehehe..Jadi nanti time pre-teaching,

 tida la speechless sana kan depan judges..Hahahah.

So, tomorrow, I should take note about current issue.

 Arghhh..Im too lazy for that. Haizzzz... 

Never mind, just hang on for only 1 day.huhuhu...

It is whether you do or you done. 

So think twice la hoo..

Since Im going to KK this weekend, 

I couldn't care less for a shopping and holidaying thingy..

Wahhhh...The best part of this is jalan2..

I want to go to Poring for the 3rd time..Lol..

tidak pandai jemu pla kan..That only sampingan la..

I just want to go to the Canopy Walk & the Hot Spring too.Heheh..

And also to the Tea Garden. 

Manatau kena kasi teh free..Hahhaha.Sot. 

Anyway, hopes everything went well laa..

Waaa...The way I write this entry is a bit tunggang langgang..

I've used so many broken english.Haizzz..

This is what happen when I didn't spend a time to read 

all those novels to improve my language. 

Adeh..Suddenly I became so lazy to read my novels and books. 

My American english is gone, I only practicing the British one.

 So I blame it on me laa..

Laziness conquering myself. Adoii..

Anyway, I cannot wait for this coming weekend..

I just want to feel that moment...=)

P/S: I haven't apply for my unpaid leave..So how?Hahhaa

Regards,

Me