Whether you do or you done!

*skip the intro*

So tonight I dont really have something or

 twothing interesting to share about. But these few days,

 I realize how my life kinda changed a lil bit (well...dats good enaf)..

Feeling that it start to be in the right track again.

 I musn't lie that sometimes Im feeling down, less motivated (or maybe too stress out),

feeling hopeless and konon2 nya feels like 'life is unfair'...

Cehhhh..So dramatic la konon. =P

Well, Im not the only person I dont have all the problem in this world,

 I should think bout people who are more unlucky than me. 

Sometimes I felt abandoned.

 But today, I really thankful that God answered my prayer.

 I was wrong, I was never abandoned by Him. =) 

Yesterday, I was happy when I received the mail.

 (Not so happy laa but better ada dari tiada kan?). 

And, what did I thought to happen was happened for a real today..hehehe. 

Jadi kiranya ble la sa ckp, happy to the max.Yipppii

So first thing first, I shud have prepare myself for the interview. 

OMG..Honestly, I never been interested in this career before this.

 If not, I shud have choose this career long time ago. 

I don't know what've crossed my mind 

when I applying the vacancy (be frank, I dont even remember I apply for one). 

This is the first time I go for DG41 interview. 

I dont have any experience on this kind of interview.

 Yesterday,I've been thinking hardly whether to accept or just ignore it

 since it wasn't something that catches my heart. 

But after a reconsideration, 

I think I should have just try this opportunity. 

Im not a coward,I should be confident and firm with myself.

 I want to be just like who I am during my study. 

Please please the old me please come back! 

This is not the real me..

Working in this company have changed me a lot..

And this is a real bad. Hohoho..

Im hopimg that my sister Lizzy will help me a lil bit about the preparation, 

she is a senior teacher, 

Im sure she got a lot and a lot of experiences. 

Yaaa...bgtu laitu, mesti mau minta tips banyak2 sama c sista..

hehehe..Jadi nanti time pre-teaching,

 tida la speechless sana kan depan judges..Hahahah.

So, tomorrow, I should take note about current issue.

 Arghhh..Im too lazy for that. Haizzzz... 

Never mind, just hang on for only 1 day.huhuhu...

It is whether you do or you done. 

So think twice la hoo..

Since Im going to KK this weekend, 

I couldn't care less for a shopping and holidaying thingy..

Wahhhh...The best part of this is jalan2..

I want to go to Poring for the 3rd time..Lol..

tidak pandai jemu pla kan..That only sampingan la..

I just want to go to the Canopy Walk & the Hot Spring too.Heheh..

And also to the Tea Garden. 

Manatau kena kasi teh free..Hahhaha.Sot. 

Anyway, hopes everything went well laa..

Waaa...The way I write this entry is a bit tunggang langgang..

I've used so many broken english.Haizzz..

This is what happen when I didn't spend a time to read 

all those novels to improve my language. 

Adeh..Suddenly I became so lazy to read my novels and books. 

My American english is gone, I only practicing the British one.

 So I blame it on me laa..

Laziness conquering myself. Adoii..

Anyway, I cannot wait for this coming weekend..

I just want to feel that moment...=)

P/S: I haven't apply for my unpaid leave..So how?Hahhaa

Regards,

Me

La Vie Est Belle...

I've changed my blog title..well does it matter? >.<
Suddenly I got some idea and I think this title suit me best..Because all I wanna do is to share about my happy life...La Vie Est Belle which is mean "Life is Beautiful"....Oh..I luv it!!!

So, this month is the most happiest month for me ever since I'd transferred to Semporna.  No stress, no hatred, only happiness and prosperity..yayyyyy!!! I can work in real calmness, in strategic ways, no rush, and I can joking around..mengumpat sini sana..Hahahha...And that was a real lame as well.

I must say that I am really happy when that person is not around.Haaa...you see how bad I am? But no one likes it when he is around..So never blame us. He is a jerk. Oppss...Naaa..I dont care if he or c polan read this entry. Siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedasnya...Well, I never mention any names here.. So, it depends.

After 2 weeks of happiness, 1 week of pretending week, here comes another happiness week. Hahaha..Oh time please please dont leave me as soonest..Please goes by slowly...o_0

And today, what I really dont want to, but it happened to me. Last week me and all my colleagues were engaged to HACCP training. Well thats what happen in food industry. I really pray hardly that I dont want to get involve in this company HACCP thingy. I dont like it..Plus, I dont want to have something to do with it (and I dont want to be her team member...erkkkk).

But today's meeting really broke my heart. The AVP wants me to be included  in that team..But what I dont understand was, it supposed to be just 1 person as a representative for each department. And we already got that representative from my department. And then, he decided that I should handle the issue of customer complaints and how to resolve it. I mean,why me?? Our customer is no doubt that they are professional. They are all from Japan, Taiwan,Singapore, Australia n Korea..How a young lady like me to goreng2 them in case of problem arise? I just thought of 1 thing, Let it be....Hahah

Im not an irresponsible person. I do take things seriously..But when I don't like it, I will not do it..as simple as that. =)

So enough with all this crap here...I juz wanna live my life to the fullest. This life is beautiful.....................!!

Love Poem

I wrote your name in the sky

But the wind blew it away..

I wrote your name in the band

But the wave washed it away..

I wrote your name in my heart

And forever it will stay...

Regards,

Me

Make Up Tips (Part 1)- Lipstick: A Basic That Every Girl Needs

Howdy everyone..Tonite I kinda like to write something about makeup tips..I heart it so much to talk about this thingy since Im a die hard fan of makeup tutorials. I watched tutorial a lot, I mean anytime I got the chance to. Somehow I learned all those thing just for fun,or maybe because I love it I wanna master it. But most of the make up tutorials that I watched somehow a lil' heavy,its beautiful and wow..But you must know how to match your make up style with your purpose. Its a different if you are wearing make up for proms, function, sight seeing, shopping etc etc..It would be a disaster if you're wearing a wrong make up style. It'll be kinda weird or unmatch..or maybe it will a bit fancy. So for this part 1, I wanna talk about lipstick which one of the important character for makeover!

There are so many different lipstick available in the market these days, it would be a shame not to wear them, and by not knowing how to wear them. There are different ways to wear different color lipstick. There are a few simple things required to have on hand to apply them properly. You will need the lipstick, a lip liner, a soft cloth and a love for make up!

Firstly, the simplest trick is to line your lips with a lip liner, a shade or 2 darker, than the lipstick you are intending to wear. This will helps to keep the lipstick from bleeding your skin in the process. You may also choose a lighter colour or a different shade all together,but make sure that they go together. For example red color would do well with a maroon or a dark pink.

The next is to apply the lipstick evenly over the whole lips and blot it with a soft cloth. Simply put the soft cloth in between your lips and softly press one or two times or until you get the shade that you want. If required, you may also put on a layer of lip balm about 15-20 minutes before and let it soak in (if you have a dry lips), to soften them and to ensure that the lipstick will not sink into the dry cracks of the lips. This will also make the sry cracks stand out.

You'll be amaze by the result if you are applying the lipstick in a correct ways. As for me, the key for a sexy way to wear a lipstick is lie on how you draw the line and shade on you lips. And what kind of lipstick you are wearing. I like it more to wear a glossy lipstick, but not too oily. I dont really love to wear lipstick with fruitty ingredients, strawberry,orange etc etc..I kinda dislike it all. And talking about this, last few days I saw this 1 lipstick that catches me eyes. Im just trying it out the sample tester,but I found it suits me well. The colour is soft, really pinkish...soft pinky colour. And a glossy too. The code is C21..Oh..I should have buy it that day. Nevermind, will buy it next time I go there to the shop. But what should I do to the other lipsticksssssssssss that I already have?? Hmmmm...........>.<

2nd week Of Happiness........

Owhhh..Time flies really fast.

 It makes me happy but it also makes me scared. 

Happy cuz it'll be end of the year..YES...Im waiting for it. 

I cannot resist the temptation for it.. 

What other things that can make women become extremely excited 

and about to scream other than year end sale..YES!!!!!! 

If you're one of those shopaholic out there, you'll get what exactly I mean. 

But on the other hand, It scared me a bit..

Nope. A lot....

Im scared  about future, although I've been working for more than 1 year,

but I haven't got my dream job! 

Yep..I admit its not easy to find the job especially here in Sabah.

 I once thought to give it up. But I think its too early to not trying. 

What I need is a patience and a passion to keep trying.

 And always be positive. But the most important things is, keep praying harder and harder.

 If Allah will, He'll granted us with all that goodnesses. 

I believe.

Okay move on. I mean,why so serious??LOL....

Originally I want to talk about other thing which is 

why I put the title like that. 

After 3 days of holidays,Im gonna start to go work on tomorrow.

 This time I never felt the stress,or pressure,or worry. 

Nothing at all.

Im feeling happy to go to works, cuz I can do my works easily...

without the presence of my boss since last week.

 And this week he'll also not around..

So thats why I called it second week of happiness. Hahahhahaha..

Screw me!Well...Im not really dislike him..*flip my eyes*.

 Oh  plizzz amie,be honest!!!..Okay..I really hates him to the max! 

Honestly, I cannot stand to face that kind of jerk. 

Oh..you juz called him a jerk juz now. I am?? But who cares?? 

There's nothing wrong with me. I didn't have any conflict with that person, 

but everyone in my working place will be agree with me..

Well,we're gang anyway. Hahhaa..I can write whatever I want, as if he'll never read this blog anyway baa..LOL.

But next week??Urgghhh...that bad feeling will come back to me. 

But it doesn't really bothered me, not at all..

But for me... If I start to hate someone, everything they do is irritating me. 

I cannot resist but to admit that I've hold this principle since a veryyy long time ago.

 Since Im that kind of person who will never forget what peoples make me feel,

 (but I didn't hold any grunges to people la), 

it'll be very bad when I start hating someone. 

I will forgive but never forgets. So beware of me!

Again....why so serious?? >.<

Anyways, this few days left before next week is coming,

I'll just appreciate every moment that I have..

Never stress, Be happy and shoo shoo that worry. Yayyyy...

Sometimes the busyness makes me a bit lazy.. 

I easily get tired, too lazy to put on my body lotion,facial serum,hair serum..

Sometimes I felt like a zombie already. 

That tiredness is a real strong to make me neglected all those things...

Although Im not doing any physical activities during works,

but its my brain that makes my tired....=).

 But guess what, because of that..my face really turned into zombies'. 

I've got my lesson. Now,I start to put on all those things again. 

No matter how tired I am, I will do it. I mean, I never want to be ugly. 

That will distract me a lot. So I will juz endure that tiredness. 

Well every girls in this world  will never want it. True????

If you said no.....I'll say CEHHHH!!!!

 Although make up will cover it for you..just a little. It won't 100% works. 

Now questioning, why I mixed this all up? 

Im saying about a lots of very different kind of things.

 If you saw the flow of my writing, its not related to each other. 

Adoiiiii...Lame. 

But I love to tell about different kind of things under the same roof. 

I means, I've got a lots to tell, and I dunno how to make it short. 

 And I love write a very2 long entry, I couldn't hep it.. Hahahahaha...Funny me. 

So thats it...Next time will write another long entry...=P

Good Night Fellas..........

Of Me......

First of all, I really dunno how to give a title for this entry..Well generally, I'll talk more about me this time like blah blah blah..So I thought the title is suitable 101%. Ohh..I hope its not too late to say halo Nov..although its already the 3rd. Whatever..I'll say halo if I want to.Who cares then? LOL

After all these few hectic days..Oh well its really hectic!! I've been thru a lot..Yep!! I think that I can novel it all and can start to sell it over the world...Perhaps no one will buy it..Hahah. See, this craziness started to haunted me. Generally I will be a bit bengong2 during the end of the month. Its work thingy. The busyness will automatically interrupt me..Cehhhh!! I rarely get happy at the end of the month. Heyyyy..Its payday time,are you crazy not to be happy? I guess Im not. Hahah..Its juz too many to settle, and people there will said to me..."Nahh..nda lama ko jadi deputy general manager".LOL.. It'll never happen. They juz tease me around, because of the seriousness of my face. Well,its my norm. I always got this serious face when im doing my work..Im concentrating. But thats it..enough about work. Nothing interesting though.

Yahhh...Well,these few days also,I think that I have a bad day.But I never will called it a unfortunate day. Last few days, I almost involve in an accident while heading back home from works. Its 8.30 PM and its very dark surrounding. Well, I have to pass this palm oil estate in order to get back home. People said, dont lose your focus while driving, I knew it!! But sadly, I voided it. I'm speeding as at more than 90 km/h and I saw this animal at the edge of the road...And thats when I started to lose my focus!! At that speed, and when I saw in front of me...Im juz realize that Im now at the edge of the road. Panic attacking me,and Im start to go back to the road. But moving the steering wheel too much is not a good idea. 

I started to experience this zig zag movement, and that moment I realize..How its feel when you are involve in an accident. The only that you can remember is GOD. And you will experience this feeling of "let it be" aka pasrah. But Im lucky enough to remember to press the brake paddle. Im really thank GOD that I safe from the accident. Only GOD knows how my heart beats a thousand times faster than usual. And I cannot stand that my tears came out. Honestly,its scared me. And that night, I juz kept silent and managed to take my rest early.

But honestly, that experience do keep me getting stronger. I realize the next day, I became more careful and I improved my driving ways. Im happy for that. So enough with that. Another story tale to tells, this lately I also experienced this emotional instability. I easily get offence, emotional, angry and etc etc..Something wrong a bout me. And obviously, I  pissed off easily. Once people makes me angry, I will get angry million times more. I will talk this and that like a crazy women..But hey..Who else can react like a crazy maniac other than a pissed off women???Women is a unique, complicated, hard to deal with..So, patience is highly needed to deal with me. Im sorry that I maybe hurt someone, but at that moment..Im emotionally unstable.. But believe me, I never meant it.

After having these all dramatic thingy happened to me, starting tomorrow, I will have 3 days of happy holidays. For a moment, I want to forget everything that I've been thru..I wish to have a good shopping and resting a lot at home.Nope!! Im such a liar..hahahha..actually, I will go for my last driving class and take a test. Im not confident about it..Oh well, driving a manual car is so so so much different from the automatic car. And driving an automatic car everyday is never gonna helps me improve, unless for the steering wheel control. But thankful that my boyfriend helps me sometimes to learn to drive a manual ones. Hopes that I'll not forget everything that I've already learned from him. Juz have that faith. Be confident while driving. And be classy perhaps. LOL.............

OKOK...enough enough!! I wrote a lot tonight..and its all about me. Well its my blog anyway. Hehe... Its late now, go take some rest first. GUD NITE!!